I'm very worried about Adam...

 

He's sunk into a terrible depression. I can now see how much he loves Sapphira. She's the one who he gave his heart to....his one true love. I'm afraid that if something terrible has happened to her or worse, he'll never recover.

 

I can only hope that everything will be ok...v.v

 

 

Ra.....where do I begin lol. Darien is a dream...he really is. I've enjoyed every moment we've spent together. He's so affectionate...holding me close and whispering comforting things in my ear lol.

 

I'm never lonely when he's around....he completes me in so many ways lol.

 

Adam.....despite the fact that he's worried about his niece...I've never seen him so happy. You can definently tell he and Sapphira are soulmates.....and I'm very happy for them both lol.

 

The paper work is almost complete...so now all we have to do is appear in court. It's not easy, I know....but it has to be done.

 

For Adam as well as me lol. But unlike most divorced couples...Adam and I will ALWAYS be friends lol.

Yes, Adam.......You are forgiven.

 

I've seen the struggle you've been going through for all these years.....and I'm glad you have come to the right decision, hun. Sapphira's been your soulmate and one true love ever since I was a little girl lol. There was a spark at first....but yes, even I have to admit it died down for me as well over the years. Sora, Kairi, Riku, and Corrina.....They have the best father they could ever ask for.....and I wouldn't change who their father is for anything. Sapphira has always been your one true love, and it's time the two of you were reunited.

 

I will always be your friend, Adam....I have no intentions of cutting myself out of your life. Our children are all grown now and are starting families of their own now. But you and Sapphira have a little baby that needs to be raised, so I remind you that you are making the right decision. You have no need to be worried if I'm hurt by this, because I'm not. I seem to always put myself second....I guess that's why instead of being upset about this, I'm happy you can be reunited with the one you first pledged your undying love to. I met someone a few days ago at the store...and quickly became friends with him. Now that you have made the decision you have, I can get to know him even more. So you have no need to worry, I won't be alone. You were right in your blog when you said there is a special someone out there for me, because if things go as I hope...I may have already found him. I promise you, I will be fine lol. Just know I'll always be your friend, Adam. Always.

SIDELINES

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I'm sure you've caught up on what's been happening with the others from everyone else's blogs, but for my post I'd like to touch base on one thing only lol

 

I'm sure all of you are confused as to why I so easily agreed to the threesome between me, Adam, and Sapphira. That is what this post will be about....my reasoning behind it all lol.

 

We are all very happy due to this decison....granted I never thought I'd be living this lifestyle, it's for the best for all of us lol. No one but Adam knew how I was in the bedroom before this, and even he didn't know how open I can be about things like this lol. I guess he never asked because he was afraid he'd be going somewhere I didn't want him to go lol. But if he did I can assure you that things would have been this way a long time ago lol.

 

The day the three of us went in the room to talk in private, I looked him straight in the eye and said this with a grin, "Well, now that you have both of us in here alone with you, what are you going to do with us?"

 

I thought both of them were going to pass out due to the shock lol.

 

And after that, well, that is better left unsaid for now....but I will say this.....It was so hot in that room a fire could have easily started lol.

 

Now, I know that I wasn't expecting this kind of lifestyle, but it is something that was very easy for me to adapt to. Part of it is because I know how happy Adam is now that he has both of us, and the other part of it is that I am always open to new expirences. And I have been very happy during this expirence, too. I can tell all three of us are lol.

And that my friends is as close of an explaination I can give lol. It's not a very easy thing to explain, trust me...but I hope I was at least able to make my feelings about this clear in some way lol.

 

One hint of advice though.......Never underestimate the quiet ones lol. ^_~

Yes, quite a bit has happened....and most of it is already written in my husband's blog. However, there are some things that I have some extra thoughts on...

 

Atemu told me what happened between him and Sapphira....I don't blame him at all for what happened....and I don't blame Sapphira either. They had a history together, and being locked up together for so long like that brought that history back to life so to speak...

 

She was his first love....he told me all about his relationship with her long before he and I got married. What's even better is that after what happened between them he came straight out with it instead of keeping it a secret. It shows me that he really is sorry for what happened. And it shows me that I have nothing to worry about. So I'm putting it behind me. If anything happens because of it, we'll just have to deal with that when the time comes. But I'm not blaming them. What's done is done. I love him too much to beat myself up over this. I love him with all of me, and nothing can ever change that.

 

I know a lot of people envy me for my strength in situations like these....but sometimes strength is needed. Nothing can make it go away...and dealing with it requires strength. I may not like what happened....but I have accepted it.

 

It's better to accept these things rather than to do something you'll regret later..

My name is Kaida Sorano. I was found as a baby in New York City by my parents. They tried to find my real parents by putting ads in the paper when the found me, but no one called. My real parents were no where to be found.

 

Since New York wasn't exactly the best place to raise a child due to all the crime there, my adoptive parents decided to move to a more quieter town called Harbor Springs. I was raised there and went to school there.

 

Now I'm 18 and in my senior year in high school. I've made many friends and get good grades, mostly in computer classes. However, that doesn't mean I don't have a wild side as well...*smirks*

 

Right now I'm in the drama club and have a part in Romeo and Juliet. Lady Montegue...VERY small part, but a part in the play just the same. I better go study my lines, so I'll be around. *waves*